I hate you (part 1)

I hate you.

I hate you for doing this to me. For thinking that I am strong enough to survive this. I hate you for leaving me just like that. Like I'm a piece of trash. I hate you for thinking I'd be okay with this because no, I will never be okay. You ruined me.

I hate you for all the happiness you gave me. Those times you let me have my way. I hate you because you didn't do them out of love. You did them because you didn't want any arguments and you don't want to fight. But look where we've ended up? I hate you.

I hate you because you made believe you when you said you'd never leave me. Akala ko walang iwanan? I hate you because you said you have your word of honor but you don't. 

I hate you because you got tired. Because you have given up. 

I hate you because you made me love you. 

I hate you because you came into my life and I didn't even ask for you. But now you're all I ever wish for in my life.

I hate you for sending me a message that day. For starting all of this. Because now you ended it up and you ruined it all and I hate you for everything.


Posted by afraudite at 1/28/2014 10:45:00 PM